Inner Thoughts

Being compared to someone better than me is a nightmare. I hate to admit it but its true. I've been compared to someone for the past years, ironically enough, I'm used to it. Its like my day wasn't complete without being compared.

I just want to say that I'm sorry for not being a perfect person. I'm sorry for being the one who can't exceed their expectation. I'm for letting life fucked me up.

If only I could say those words with my zipped mouth. Would they listen? Would hear my silent scream? For now, I'll smile and say "I'm fine" even tho I'm not.